The Recovery Sessions 6: Transformational Progressive Recovery

The development of Progressive Recovery Through the Twelve Steps first began almost two decades ago in response to a need for a deepening approach to recovery. Returning to a foundational idea, some of us were getting stuck in our recovery despite being well-grounded in the Twelve Steps, recovery meetings, sponsorship, and service work.

Sometimes, we foundered because more had been revealed to us about our spiritual, psychological, emotional, and biological selves. We may have uncovered long-hidden traumas, faced new addictions and compulsions, or simply gone through the motions of recovery - often described as complacency. In response, we returned to the exploratory principles of the Founders of AA. After all, why shouldn’t the principles of the Twelve Steps work in a variety of ways?

The result was the first content on this site appearing in 2015 followed by the book of the same title in 2019, then the curriculum shortly thereafter. If you are interested in hearing that advancement through recordings of Ron’s story and workshops on Emotional Sobriety and Meditation from 2016 to 2024, just a few months ago we released those in sequential order. All along the way, workshops and engagements of many kinds continued to evolve as the needs and interests of others continued to emerge. 

During that time, Ron was being drawn deeper into psycho-spiritual exploration and recovery, receiving uncanny guidance toward Jungian psychology, somatic experience, trauma recovery, and more. While this journey of discovery continues, we decided it was time to begin sharing the story of transformation. While The Recovery Sessions Season 5 explores our path as a launching pad, Season 6 will share the valuable insights gained from that launch.

As always, what is provided here is freely given because it was freely received.

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Progressive Psychic Change

Experience, Strength and Hope

Carl Jung, the renowned Swiss psychiatrist who had a direct effect on the creation of the Twelve Steps of recovery, believed that psychic change is an essential part of recovery from addiction and other psychological struggles. He maintained that the psyche's conscious and unconscious parts can be integrated to create a new perspective, which is a key element of personal growth and development.  

“The restoration of sanity that is central to the Twelve Steps is progressive.”

~ Al C. 

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Through decades of deepening spiritual recovery, there is one overwhelming truth: there will always be more revelation, more information and more awareness to propel us to a next level of the restoration to sanity. As we often hear in the rooms of recovery, it’s a journey because the destination is always much more than we previously imagined. It is potentially much more than simply not drinking or drugging.

Earlier in recovery, many of us are frustrated by this reality. We kept hoping we would arrive at a place when we could finally stop the effort. Yet the reality of life on life’s terms always arises sooner or later to push us along still further. If we are fortunate, we will realize this is in fact the greatest gift. Stagnation is contrary to life and living. For the alcoholic or addict, and perhaps for all humans, the absence of growth is the beginning of a withering away. There is a wonderful psychological analogy for this:

New information, new experiences and new relationships energize the human being in the same way sunlight fuels plants. Without these, life force begins to fade. We are creatures designed by life itself to continue to progress. 

No wonder progressive psychic change is essential. We never stop needing upgrade after upgrade after upgrade to our psycho-spiritual selves.

“The secret formula is to continue to grow along spiritual lines.”

~ Betsy C. 

So how might we go about this continuing growth and development, this progressive psychic change?

We can certainly wait for life to compel us, usually through challenges that can lead to breakdowns of all kinds in our lives. Some of us seem to need pain and suffering to urge us forward. On the other hand, we can embrace the inevitable.

“Lean into the sharp points and fully experience them.

The essence of bravery is being without self-deception.”

~ Pema Chodron

The literature of recovery provides many means to take ourselves further and further into progressive understanding and approaches. Beyond the realm of recovery, there is an immense world of growth and development knowledge. My friend, Betsy C., who is quoted earlier, suggested that all we need is a spirit of willingness to try new things. Many spiritual teachers further suggest that we cultivate curiosity.

Of course, the great challenge for all of us is complacency. When our lives are comfortable, it’s always harder to push ourselves further. Ironically, recovery increases our well-being and the comfort of our lives, which then makes it more likely we will stop being willing and curious. So there is an inherent tension each of us will always encounter.

To clarify, none of us consciously chooses to rest on our laurels. It just sneaks in against our knowledge.

Perhaps the greatest motivator is coming to understand that when we stop progressing, the disease of addiction begins to catch up with us. A better motivator may be in realizing that the promises of recovery are also progressive. As one wise woman in long-term recovery observed from her own experience, “First the bad gets good. Then the good gets better. Then our lives in recovery become better and better. It never ends if we keep recovering more and more deeply.”

If you’d like a more practical approach to new material, this Progressive Recovery site is filled with a wide range of information, knowledge and experience that can stretch us. Perhaps the essential thing is to commit oneself to getting started. There is no way of telling what may come to pass.

A Myriad of Vantage Points

Coloring Outside the Lines

"We are only operating a spiritual kindergarten in which people are enabled to get over drinking and find the grace to go on living to better effect. Each man's theology has to be his own quest, his own affair."

~ Bill W., 1954 Letter 

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In our launch and the first blog for The Recovery Sessions Season 6: Transformational Progressive Recovery, we noted that there are so many resources now available to advance our recovery. Clearly, none of us has cornered the market on spirituality for recovery. Still, the need to be open-minded and willing to explore are quite valuable in continuing to expand our journey in sobriety.

Some of us have benefitted from sponsors, mentors and spiritual advisors who have nudged us in any number of directions beyond the rooms of recovery. Occasionally we have stumbled into new approaches that prove to be very useful. All we can conclude, as suggested in the Big Book, is that more will be revealed.

In keeping with that, and before we go further into transformational content in future blogs, we wanted to make sure and point to some of the materials you may find helpful. To be clear, take what you like and leave the rest. Some may prove to be effective, and some may simply not suit you. Regardless, try to stay curious. We can never know when breakthrough material may find us.

One Breath at a Time by Kevin Griffin

Griffin is known as a Buddhist Teacher and Meditation Leader who also is in twelve-step recovery. Because of his orientation, he sought to bring together Buddhist practices and the Twelve Steps. There are many who have found his approach very useful, as you’ll hear in this interview with Progressive Recovery.

https://www.progressiverecovery.org/progressive-content/one-breath-at-a-time

Recovery: The Sacred Art by Rabbi Rami Shapiro

Shapiro’s credentials as a Jewish Rabbi as well as a person in recovery allow him to bring a very non-traditional exploration of the Twelve Steps. Study groups are often greatly challenged and positively affected by this approach, which Rami discussed in this interview with Progressive Recovery.

https://www.progressiverecovery.org/progressive-content/a-conversation-with-rabbi-rami-shapiro

The Way of Powerlessness by Wayne Liquorman

Liquorman (yes, that is really his name) is a teacher of an ancient Asian practice known as Advaita Vedanta, and in recovery from addiction. His singular focus on powerlessness is powerful for many in recovery. Steven, one of our Progressive Recovery practitioners’ provides this first-hand account of his experience with this approach to the Twelve Steps.

https://www.progressiverecovery.org/the-recovery-sessions-5/the-way-of-powerlessness

Breathing Under Water by Father Richard Rohr

Rohr, a Franciscan priest and the Founder of The Center for Action and Contemplation, brings a mystical interpretation to the Twelve Steps. More than a few of our followers have found much growth with his approach.

https://www.amazon.com/Breathing-Under-Water-Spirituality-Twelve/dp/1616361573

Yoga and the Twelve Steps

For many of those who have added yoga to their recovery practices, this somatic approach to the Twelve Steps has been quite useful. One of our followers, Meg, learned yoga and has taught it to many in recovery. She recounts her experience in the following blog.

https://www.progressiverecovery.org/recovery-sessions-2/where-the-spiritual-and-physical-converge-exploring-progressive-recovery-through-yoga

Strengths-based Recovery

The Big Book encourages those in recovery to consider their assets as well as their challenges. In this audio, two followers of Progressive Recovery, Chandra and Michelle, share their experience with this technique.

https://www.progressiverecovery.org/progressive-content/working-title-chandra-and-michelle-strengths-based-leadership-in-progressive-recovery

The Fix by Ian Morgan Cron

Taking it to whole new level, if you’ve determined you’ve become a dopamine addict, i.e. hooked on chronic activities and stimulations, you may find Cron’s look at the Twelve Steps applied to our compulsiveness to be very insightful. You would not be the first to see that addiction can run very deeply through our lives, and perhaps this approach to the Steps might allow for a breakthrough.

https://www.amazon.com/Fix-Transformation-Well-Adjusted-Down-Out/dp/0310368545

Sobriety for Dummies by Lane Kennedy and Tamar Medford

Two friends of Progressive Recovery decided what the world really needed is an excellent summary of approaches to recovery with the underlying knowledge, evidence and science taken into account. They searched far and wide for information and tools, and synthesized it into this reference guide.

https://thesobercurator.com/sobriety-for-dummies-behavioral-health-pro/

Progressive Recovery Tools

Last but not least, we have written a book, Progressive Recovery Through The Twelve Steps: Emotionally Sober for Life, and created a curriculum to guide you through that approach.   

https://www.progressiverecovery.org/progressive-recovery-book

https://schooloftransformation.teachable.com/p/progressive-recovery-through-the-twelve-steps

Conscious Contact

Connection and Connectedness

“Sought through prayer and mediation to improve our conscious contact with Higher Power as we understood It, praying only for knowledge of Higher Power’s will for us and the power to carry that out.”

~11th Step, Adapted

“If lack of power is our problem, then Conscious Contact has to be the solution. The Twelve Steps clear the channel, and Step 11 builds a bridge. It’s the one step you can do out of order.”

~Patrick K.

“Whatever tools help you practice Step 11, they are the right tools. Just use them. Higher Power doesn’t care how it works, only that it does work.”

~Sam D.

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When many of us arrive in the rooms of recovery, we are overwhelmed by the difficulties that have arisen in our lives. Admittedly, some of the challenges we face are very complicated. So it is that our initial connection is often likely to be with the people in the rooms. We are welcomed generously, and slowly we begin to trust other recovering people, and through them we begin to trust the process of recovery. 

At this point, some of us may conclude that the rooms and the people are the “program of recovery,” or we may get very established into a social life with those in the rooms. To be clear, this initial connectedness is a powerful thing, and can usher us into a deeper and progressive recovery. However there is a risk that we become stalled or stuck at that level. Hopefully, some of our wise elders will remind us that the suggested “program of recovery” is the Twelve Steps.

In recent years, research and learning in the recovery field has yielded an idea that the “cure for addiction is connection.” There is truth in this reflection, and yet connection and connectedness need to be progressive in nature. If merely having companions in recovery were sufficient, all we would need is sober friends. Clearly, the evidence does not support this. We need to go further.

If we practice the Twelves Steps, and if we avail ourselves of those who have applied them deeply and over time, we will move beyond companionship into what Bill W called the “fellowship of the heart.” This is a much deeper level of connectedness. We move beyond superficial connections, though they may be very useful and fulfilling, and begin to become more vulnerable, which supports greater “understanding and effectiveness,” as the 10th Step proposes as our purpose. We get realer, others get realer, and it gets realer. 

This deepening fellowship is often where we hear people describe their connection as “God with skin,” i.e. we experience Conscious Contact as a part of our increasingly engaging relationships. Once again, we need to remember that more will be revealed. Always more will be revealed if we continue to progress in our recovery practices. 

At some point, we will become aware that Conscious Contact is being revealed either through the deepening relationships, or the beneficial effects of the 11th Step and prayer and meditation, or both. If we continue with ongoing personal inventory, it will become clearer and clearer that power which we may not understand is flowing in our lives. The Promises will show more and more fruitfully. 

This deepening connection, connectedness and Conscious Contact can continue to progress. There seems to be no limit to just how far our access to power can advance, and likewise no limit to the degree of restoration we can experience. It is all predicated on our willingness and ability to continue to delve more deeply into recovery.

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A Deeper Reflection:

Perhaps the conversation in recovery is the tool that leads to our experience of community. Then as we progress, community leads increasingly into connectedness. Slowly over time that connection brings us into Conscious Contact, which in turn facilitates increasing degrees of communion with others. 

A Possible Path of Progress:

Beyond the rooms of recovery there is so much knowledge of prayer and meditation. So too with Conscious Contact. It covers the entire landscape of spirituality and human development. Somewhere amid that realm are tools and approaches that will fit each of our needs in unique and wonderful ways. Our task is to keep seeking, and to keep learning. 

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Ron's Real World Experience

Just a few years ago, I was telling my story at a Progressive Recovery retreat. During the question and answer period that followed, a woman who was deeply challenged by the idea of God and Conscious Contact asked me what I experienced with what I had called a Higher Higher Power. I started by explaining that at every point in recovery, my conception of a Progressive Power continued to expand, hence the ways I had referred to it. And that since I did not understand it, whatever it was, I also like to call it “A Power Greater than Myself.” 

She prodded me further. “That’s what you think about Higher Power, but what do you experience?”

The next thing I knew tears welled up in my eyes. Powerful feelings were surging through me. I had to breathe deeply for a few moment to find my bearings. Then words fell out of my mouth. 

“All I really ever wanted was to know I was okay, and it was okay. I was so afraid there was something profoundly wrong with me.”

I had to stop to breathe again as emotions powered through me.

“I just realized that I have a deep well of connection that I never had before. Somehow I know that I am connected in remarkable ways. The reason I just began to cry is because I am so unbelievably and impossibly okay now. Even though I still do not understand Higher Power.”

I watched myself as I nodded in affirmation. “Who knew Conscious Contact was what I needed?" 

Emotional Sobriety

Imagining Freedom

“Thank you that my happiness, contentment and well-being is not dependent on anyone or anything.”

~Ronald Chapman, An Affirmative Prayer to a Power Greater Than Our Selves

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One of the most awe-inspiring gifts of a long-term and progressive recovery is what Bill W called “emotional sobriety,” which he characterized in a 1957 article for the Grapevine entitled The Next Frontier. However, the idea is often misunderstood as some kind of management of our emotions, which is really not possible. Instead, Bill proposes that when we are no longer dependent on people or circumstances to make us feel secure, valued or validated, then we find ourselves experiencing remarkable stability. Bill went very far indeed in describing what would be needed:

"Reinforced by what Grace I could secure in prayer, I found I had to exert every ounce of will and action to cut off these faulty emotional dependencies upon people, upon AA, indeed, upon any set of circumstances whatsoever … Then only could I be free to love as St. Francis had been. Thus I think it can work out with emotional sobriety. If we examine every disturbance we have, great or small, we will find at the root of it some unhealthy dependency and its consequent unhealthy demand."

We realize this seems impossibly idealistic, and yet, it is the experience, strength and hope some of us carry as one of the greatest gifts of our recovery! It was this profound reality that caused my long-time sponsor, affectionately known as Master Samwise, to pronounce, “Damn! If the problem of dependency is one-hundred percent within us, then the solution is one-hundred percent within us.” Just imagine the freedom that comes with no longer being dependent on anyone or anything outside ourselves!

Judy Borich, a New Mexico based spiritual teacher, called this “equipoise,” and described it as the state when we are neither drawn nor repelled by something. Buddhists speak of “equanimity,” which is defined as "mental calmness, composure, and evenness of temper, especially in a difficult situation.” Interestingly enough, one synonym is “serenity,” which now takes us into the Big Book Promises described after completing the first nine steps: “We will comprehend the word serenity” and “We will know peace."

There is much to be learned and even more to be gained by exploring emotional sobriety further. Here’s a link to the virtual workshops recorded a few years ago for Pavillon Recovery Center and a link to “Ron’s Stories,” where you’ll find two conference workshops in 2024 and 2020 that focused on emotional sobriety.

For many of us who arrived at the rooms of recovery deeply disturbed in any number of ways, the idea of simply being okay is a very powerful one. As always, the proposal of Progressive Recovery is that our experiences of these benefits can continue to deepen and advance as we practice the principles of recovery more and more deeply over time. Bill pointed us toward this idea, and it is our growth and development in recovery that brings it to fruition.